flaws and all...

I have always treated each of the friendships I have as unique. So each time when one seems to be on the verge of being non-existent, I really do feel pain...

I have a friend who I considered as one of my good friends. I like being with her. She is almost like a sister to me. Eventhough we do not always see things eye to eye, yet at some level we have already accepted each other's differences and
flaws. Until lately...

It hurts to know that she can stoop that low just to stay on the safe side of things. I'm really not asking her to take my side. It's just that I never thought she'll ever betray her so-called friends just to play safe. Now that really hurts! I just hope that she'll realize that if she really wants to be in neutral grounds, she should just keep her silence. I don't know where this friendship of ours will lead to. But I hope that we will not be torn apart.

For two weeks now, I'm going through extreme emotions. One moment, I would feel so lucky. But before I get to enjoy that feeling, I would start feeling extremely angry. Then, I would feel a terrible loss. But inspite of that, I still always manage to be truly happy amidst all these roller coaster ride of emotions.

All my life, I've always believed that no matter how thin you slice the cheese it will always have two sides. I always give everybody the benefit of the doubt. But I always... ALWAYS ... take a stand with what I believe to be right. Sana ikaw din noh...